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Here To Stay
This time, taking it away
I've got a problem, with me getting in the way,
Not by design
So
I take my face and bash it into a mirror.
I won't have to see the pain (Bleed, Bleed)
This state is elevating, as the
hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit's
gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm
not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.
My mind is done with this
Okay, I've
got a question.
"Can I throw it all away?"
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each
cut closer to the vein (Bleed, Bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all
the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far.
All this time I've been
waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm not, I’m not a whore
You've taken everything
and oh I can not give anymore.
I'm here to stay (bring it down) [x4]
Bring it down [x4]
Gunna break
it down [x7]
GUNNA BREAK IT!
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all
the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit's gone way too far.
All this time I've been
waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm not, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything
and oh I can not give anymore.
Give anymore. [X4]
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Make Believe
I'm thinking of,
Thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all the shit I love,
They are all
the things I've made
Straight from my heart,
Begging all the same people
Burning is the same evil
Some how making
me feel sane
Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm
gone
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking everything
And
the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And
the shit seems to follow
I'm thinking of,
Making all the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them
die and go away
Pain from the start
All my dreams are ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all
the things I've saved
Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see
before I'm gone
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking everything
And
the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And
the shit seems to follow
Your Life (your life),
I hate (I hate) it, oh god
Can I replay (replay)?
Stop and
help me. (stop and help me)
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking
everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I
sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
The shit seems to follow (Shit seems to follow)
The shit seems
to follow [x2]
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Blame
So I think you are a fool
Hanging on my every word
I'm getting ugly, So I'm ugly..
Tear
me from your heart
Tearing me apart.
So I thought you'd disappear
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely?
Yes,
lonely.
Tear me from your hearttttttlllliiifee
Tearing me apart.
Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything
that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel
it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are.
The time is coming
Gone
Insane
Your really happy
You've won the game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And
you’re to blame
The time is coming
You've gone insane
Your really happy
You've won the game
The
time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And you’re to blame
Blame [x4]
Rolling,
and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding,
and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are.
[x2]
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Hollow Life
Beating the fall
I can’t help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole of
my making I can't escape
Falling all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow
life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives...(lives [x7])
Fearing to fall and
Still
the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all
These things I have tried to stop
Falling
all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting
for signs
Hollow lives...
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vain?
Asking why?
All
alone?
Where is God?
Looking down?
We don’t know?
We fall in space,
We can't look down,
Death
may come
Peace I have found
What to say?
Am I alive,
Am I asleep?
Or have I died
(Wanting Peace)
We
fall in space
(Wanting Peace)
We can't look down,
Death may come,
(Something takes a hold of me)
Peace I have
found
(Something takes a hold of me)
I want to say my whole life,
Am I asleep?
We fall down.
We come
to this place
Falling through time,
Living a hollow life,
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs,
Hollow
lives...
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vain?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where
is God?
Looking down?
We don’t know? [x2]
We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come.
Peace
I have found
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Bottled Up Inside
It ain't fading
Man I gotta let it out
Am I crazy?
Screaming nothing ever comes out
I
keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out
Give me some
courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.
I'll
take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You
raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
My heart's breaking
Man you really ripped it
out
You take pleasure watching as
I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's gunna to tear my soul out
It’s
not kosher feeling like I’m on my way out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you
laughing am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cuz
I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled
up inside
[scat in background]
Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Pealing your flesh like the
way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy, you fucked up my mind
You’re going to pay this time
[scat in background]
I'll
take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You
raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
[Slower]
I'll take this time
To let
out what’s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And
all this hate is bottled up inside
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Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I wanna
see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make
fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned
by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing
through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the
way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want
you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless
scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends
are gone, they died (gonna take you down)
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down)
I've got my body,
got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
Gonna take you down
[repeat
2x]
I've got my body, got my body back against the wall
I've got my body, got my body back against the...
All
of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat
me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All of my hate cannot be found
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless
scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
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Hating
My life is such a waste
Begging on something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling
all I do is get what's mine
Holding on to faith, never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I
can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I’ll
take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything
that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I
could find
I Cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
So why can't I replace, feelings I find
hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I
can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I’ll
take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything
that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I
could find,
find, find, find, find, find, find, find
All my feelings have been eating onto me
Feed inside, is
there something wrong
with me?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may
(we are the stars)
I can't wait (I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been
hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating
all the faces of everything that I could find,
find, find, find, find, find, find, find
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One More Time
Always just coming in here,
starts the game
Why can't this puzzle be solved
each time it
happens it's
always the same
I look down and then start to bawl
And all I see it burned my eyes
burning all
inside
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that’s
mine)
one more time.
Always this teasing
sometimes I lose faith
where is my strength to hold on?
facing
existence how can I relate?
Do I stand clear or move on?
And all I see it burned my eyes
burning all inside
caught
in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all that’s mine)
one more time.
[x2]
Falling through this space in time
buried in this hurt of mine
falling slowly like a dream
falling
through a world unseen
why can I not break this spell?
I'm in darkness, is this hell?
falling towards this hole
I see
this is how it has to be.
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over
(taking all that’s mine)
one more time. [x2]
One more time [x2]
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Alone I Break
Pick me up
been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how
I will
make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these
feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where
to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does
this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will
make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these
feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where
to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does
this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm running from?
is there nothing more to
come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave
this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god's up in this place?
what is it that I've become?
is there
something more to come? (more to come)
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am
hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have
lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? [x2]
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Embrace
Blood is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting
The life, the
hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep
fuckin' with me? There's no where else to go!
So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run
into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off
the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and
all the affairs embrace)
My life, worry, life is story
Give up, beating
I'll start, needing
The life,
the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he
keep fuckin' with me? There's no where else to go!
So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I
run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling
off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and
all the affairs embrace) (Embrace Embrace [x4])
Oh
Uh, uh, uh uh.
Uh, uh, uh uh.
Uh, uh, uh uh.
Uh,
uh, uh uh.
What really do I have to follow?
Nothing makes sense at all.
Taking something for nothing
Watch
me as I fall.
I'm bringing me down [x3]
I'm bringing me...down
You've gotta come with me (I cannot
stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're
going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) [x2]
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Beat It Upright
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't
pretend you're not fucking freaky baby. (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass
up high, make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The time is right
I want
to feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.
I'll behave
Oh my God,
make me beg, my God!
Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my God) (get down)
Come on ream my ass for fun (get down/my
God/get down)
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (my God) (get down)
Don't let up until you are done (get down,
on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The
time is right
I wanna feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.
We're
going on a ride
I'm gunna turn you inside out upside down
Don't try to run and hide,
Yes it's true what they say
about my kind.
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't
pretend you're not fucking freaky baby. (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass
up high, make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The time is right
I wanna
feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.
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Wake up Hate
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're
gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it
up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna
break everything
I wanna make it sting
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
I am the burden of
my everything,
an open scar
I'll be reborn in hatred,
feeling I can't love no more
I've had to suffer
I
cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking
We got a fucked up reason to live
who
really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it
sting
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're
gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
we're gunna wake up
hate
we're gunna wake it up
I am the falling of my happiness
it is no more
Stop loving, I’m still hating
till
I can not hate no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is
for the taking
I'm, I am filthy
wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting
take me, away
We got a fucked
up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I
wanna make it sting
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give
it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
we're
gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna
wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it sting
we're gunna wake up hate
we're
gunna wake it up
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I'm Hiding
Maybe I’m insane
walking on a wire
maybe I’m the same
Nothing can take me higher
tell
me where to start
think I'm at the end
Right now, feeling pain
make it go away
Maybe I'm to blame
maybe
I'm a Liar
maybe we're the same
nothing can stop the fire
I can't feel my heart
but I feel the shame
Nothing
left to say
soon I'll fade away
These places all I ever
think about is lost in time
these faces taunting me
I'm looking back
and they are mine
I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking
back to times of yesterday
I could fly
I'm trying to find a better way
but I'm trapped, can't get away
All
I think is about yesterday
I could fly
Maybe I’m insane
walking on a wire
maybe I’m the same
Nothing
can take me higher
I can't feel my heart
but I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
soon I'll fade away
These
places all I ever
think about is lost in time
these faces taunting me I'm looking back
and they are mine
I'm
hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly
I'm
trying to find a better way
but I'm trapped, can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly. [x2]
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No One's Hiding
You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they’ll be erased
Do you think they will
remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could see,
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that
hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes back at me
No
ones there.
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed
on what is mine
You’ve got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these
places far behind
You and me
We have no faces
They don’t see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And
no faith for what’s in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang
above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes back at me
No ones
there.
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on
what is mine
You’ve got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these
places far behind
Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long
for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you? My soul is bleeding
I am searching am I blind?
All alone and bound
forever
Trapped inside me for all time
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these
greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You’ve got to filll your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I
know its time to leave these places far behind [x2]
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